Taking that step from being part of a team into single parentdom, I've done it before.. So why does it seem scarier this time? Why does it make me feel worse in everyway to last time?
I don't know.
Hubby, well exhubby now, doesn't even know how to use internet banking, even when we had split last time he opted to ask his mum to do his banking for him, pay his rent, his bills, yet I'M the one left feeling like the failure, like I wasn't good enough, where is my normally logical brain now!?!
Am I a mighty fine person? FUCK YES I am! Am I trying my best? FUCK YES I am! Will I succeed? You better fucking believe it.
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